At the End of Your Rope
I suspect that many of you have reached a point where it feels as if you are tired, frustrated and at the end of your rope because the things you are doing to feel better just aren’t enough.
Here is a typical comment I hear:
“I am in my 30s (or 40s or 50s), overweight, and living with depression, anxiety and worsening chronic illness symptoms despite proper diet, exercise and medication. I have tried everything under the sun to get my symptoms under control but I have had no luck. I am tired of not seeing results, getting my hopes up and going to all of the doctor’s appointments. What do you do when you feel like you have done it all to no avail?”
Like so many, I have left no stone unturned in moving towards a somewhat normal life where chronic illness does not dictate my actions. There have been times where I, too, have wanted to give up trying to figure out how to get well. And there have been times where I have flat out given up—for a little while, at least.
Most of us living with chronic illness do not have medical degrees. But yet, we are expected to research our own diseases and be our own advocates, therapists, personal trainers, nutritionists and so much more. We are trying to do this all while we are sick and wishing we could just curl up under our covers and never leave our beds.
Chronic illness is a long and difficult journey of trying to find answers and working toward feeling better. I don’t know what ordinary is anymore but luckily, I have found a new type of normal that works for me. It’s about getting as close to feeling as I did before I got sick. It is about making it through the day without triggering my symptoms and increasing my fatigue. And it’s about trying to manage my anxiety and my depression symptoms, as they arise. I try to enjoy the days when my brain isn’t foggy.
It has been a frustrating experience, at times, and like so many, I have tried everything to get results. I have read hundreds of books, met with numerous doctors, visited thousands of websites, and tried various therapies from medicines to herbs and supplements and to alternative therapies, such as yoga, meditation and physical therapy. I haven’t always gotten the desired results, adding to my frustration